#linkin park #shinedown #neck deep #depression #anxiety #suicide #ptsd #mental health #sad #depressed #citizen soldier #blue october #billie eilish #panic attack #ASMR #army veteran #war veteran #veteran ptsd #christian band #kill myself #christian rock #mental illness #corona virus #covid 19 #BLM #chester bennington #I'm not ok #I need help #fuck life #self harm #cutting #BMTH #I hate myself #I feel alone #self cutting #recovering addict #I hate my family